This Strange Feeling

laman ka na naman
ng aking gunita
kahit ano pa
ang sabihin mo
ikaw pa rin
ang sinisigaw ng aking balintataw

corny stuff, isn't it ?
but i just want
to voice out
how i feel deep inside me
this is no strange feeling

i know you are aware
as i am

my life seems so empty
yet full of dreams
(and oh nightmares ?)
if you'll only be there
to comfort me
and ease my loneliness

when i love a person
i try to give my all
always wishing the other person
to be happy
even if happiness
means leaving you
alone with yourself

i hope that
even for just sometime
you take time
to think of me as well

but with you i know
half the battle is won
i hope you're dead serious
or else i don't know
what's going to happen
to me ?

remember that
love never gives up
whatever happens
i'll stay
if trials will come
it is just a test
on how much love endures

i don't know
if you're the "real one"
but i never felt this way
nor can i understand
the sudden change in me

i never dream
this way
and all because of you
i don't only love you
during a particular part of the day
but every seconds
minutes and hours of the day

i long to kiss
the smiles on your lips
to touch
the strands of your brown hair

i've never been this foolish
 i guess...

Enlarge Your Thinking

Enlarge Your Territories...THINK BIG, LOVE BIG

Do you remember the prayer of Jabez ? 1 Chronicles 4 :10

Oh , that you would bless me and enlarge my territory ...

We are encourage to do our best in our jobs , in our family and for us to STAND OUT.... we can only enlarge our territory if after praying we have to do small actions towards what we are asking for.

God has inplanted in our hearts big dreams and He will help us see this dream come true...

Why are we not making it ? Perhaps our fears ... prevents us make the first step... we are afraid to be a failure so we got stuck up from where we are... then all we do is complain and complain...

We are also afraid of rejection so we avoid dealing with people ... all successful people knows how to deal with others because any business endeavors has a people component and unless you understand how this work , you will be grouchy and isolated...

We want to Think Big...to Love Big because in the end we always say we work hard for our family ...so Love Big..we want to share with others whatever blessings we receive...

We are encourage  not to hurry, to let the natural growth of things , of dreams to be ... because most of the time when we hurry that's when that we face a lot of obstacles...maybe because the lessons we need to learn has not sink it yet...in our hearts...

Don't forget to thank God for His goodness.

Gratitude is the best attitude...thank God for today you are here alive and still part of this world.

Missing You

i am missing you...

it's so hard

because you're very far

for me.... to reach you

but every night

you're always with me ...

in my dreams

i hope you try

to understand my feelings

towards you

when "someone" told me

you're giving your regards

my heart beats so fast

knowing that somehow

you still remember me

you change my life

no one has ever

made me change

like this...

sometimes i wish

i never know you existed

for you are affecting my whole system

First Love

the surprise of my life i got it today
God, if i am dreaming, please don't wake me up
i was not expecting a letter from you
since you're coming over during the weekend

am i really your first love ?

my first love
is a love that turned into an illusion
    and a challenge
can you somehow read between the lines ?

will you really choose me ?
i almost memorize the sweet lines
      in your letter
but you might just be patching me up
   because of last week's event

but no matter what you did to hurt me
i know in my heart i can always forgive you
because i love you...

is this love strong enough to
    survive the years ?
to surpass all the trials and obstacles ?
will you really fight for your feelings
   for me ?

i studied the letter in detail
trying to dissect  it piece by piece
i never grew tired reading the lines

but somehow deep inside me
i still have my doubts
are you really telling the truth ?
or are you just manipulating me ?

again if i am dreaming,
please don't wake me up

No More Tears

i love you
but how about your feelings
Do you feel the same ?
or not ?
when will things get clearer ?
will it stay as obscure as
      it is now?
are you hating me?
or the other way around

but no matter what i do
i go back
to the same "old" crazy feeling
i have for you

i want time to fly
so that things will be clearer for me
it's killing me, the endless questioning
i am even losing hope
as if i can't wait no more
but i hope
that there will be
 a fulfillment for every wishes
kept in my heart

so many things
i can't seem to face
but i have to
it's part of my life
trying to smile
amidst the difficulties
and frustrations
i encounter

sometimes i want to just cry
but there are
no more tears to fall
why am i becoming like this ?
i guess the pain
made me numb

life is like a lost dream
all because of you
you taught me
to weave dreams
in the air castles
it is only there
that i could find
fulfillment of my love for you...

Self Talk for Personal Health

I do everything I need to be healthy and fit.

I exercise, and I enjoy it. Healthy exercise is a natural part of my day.

I only eat food that is healthy and nutritious for me, and I always eat the right amount.

Even the thought of food or eating serves only to remind me of my own morning healthiness.

I make sure that I weigh the weight that is best and healthiest for me.

I keep myself fit - and it shows.

Being fit and keeping my body in shape is something I really enjoy working at every day.

Every time I hear the word "health" or the word "fitness" , I automatically think of positive health, positive fitness and a healthy picture of myself.

I recognize that not everything about my health is always under my control. But I choose to always do everything I can and need to do - to create the greatest possible healthiness that I am capable of achieving.

I replace worry with action. Instead of being concerned for my health, I take control of it.

I never put off taking care of myself. When something needs to be done to improve or protect my health -  I  take action and I get it done.

I recognize that I exercise in the natural way to reduce stress in my life.

Instead of letting stress effect me in any negative way, I control it - it never controls me.

I choose my friends, I choose to spend my time with people who care about  themselves as much as I care about me.

I choose to have no habits which could be harmful to me in any way.

I create only positive, healthy habits in my life.

I program my own mind to always think and act in the healthiest possible way.

I create more health and fitness for myself by setting fitness goals, writing out a plan of action , and working at it everyday. I set my fitness goals and I reach them.

I look good, I feel good and it shows in everything I say and do. I'm taking charge of my health and my fitness , and it shows.
 
Adapted

Move Mountains

The Bible says that whatever we ask for in prayer, if we believe that we will receive it and it will be yours.

I have experience this personally in my life whether financial, material possessions, relationships concerns, even parking space...God is so good if you put your trust in Him.

Moments when you do not know what to with your life and there is no one to turn to except God. Surrender your worries to Him and He will take care of your problems. Just have faith and be humble to ask for His help.

There are times we feel proud that we hesitate to ask or we assume He knows...perhaps but His words said Ask and you shall receive so that's the hint we fail to see most of the time we have to ask...

There maybe times that the answers does not come easily or when we want it... God's delays are not God's denials...maybe there are lessons that we are not learning yet...so we have to wait for the time...

Personally I believe based on my personal experience that He will answer our prayers but in His time...maybe we have to deserve the grace...but in the end with our persistence He will grant our wishes...

Don't  focus on the mountain but focus on the mountain mover ...Jesus...

Most of the time we tend to complain when what we need is to conquer our fears, our anxieties, etc...We get sick...maybe He wants to get our attention. The disease is a messenger of God. He is calling our attention to pray, to slow down, to see what really matters ....relationships versus material possessions....

Sometimes we become obsessed with the material things and we neglect our relationships when on the outset we tell them we are doing these things for them but how come we failed to give them the attention that they need from us , most especially our love, our affection...

 Our problem maybe a surface problem, when we have to find the source problem...like you maybe sick of a heart problem (surface problem) but work alcoholism (source problem) so even if you take medications for the heart problem until the source problem is address, the symptoms will just recur or there will be no complete healing.