still a puzzle

Christmas is almost here
and yet got no special someone
to whom
i could offer
even a stick of lollipops

where are you
when i needed you most
will i be able
to see you this Christmas
it is still
a big puzzle

but of course , i'll try
i really want to go
and see you

but how about her
is she beautiful
perhaps i better not
and let my dreams
be dreams forever