Raining outside

It's raining outside
and the feeling of loneliness
is killing me
but thank God
summer is over
do you know what
summer reminds me
so much of you ???

on the other hand
thank God it's raining
and it's June
it means going back to school
and meeting new friends
it will somehow alleviate
the pain you bring

i'll be busy with school
and i would not
have much time
to daydream....and
dream of you


written June 23,1981