Linggo, Abril 2, 2023

What's Slowing You Down ?


 Are you living in a fast pace world ? Always on the go and looking for new adventures . But the pandemic event has in some ways slow us down with all the lockdowns all over the world . We are aware that now life is slowly going back to our normal phase of fast moves and sudden turns . 

But what about you friend ? 

How has life change you for the past 3 years ? Have your goals went into set back mode too just like our everyday life in the past 3 years ?

There was a sudden stop that we experience that even if we want  to move we can not out of our fears , or the world's fears. So how do people pivot again to normal ? 

You can feel that life is back to normal with the crowds in the malls or in public places . But in your heart , is life back to the normal phase ? Or are we still feeling hesitations ? anxieties ? or other mental health issues that's prevalent these past years and that's distracting you to Moving Forward . 

So how do we move forward with all these challenges in our midst ? How do we get back to our usual grove  to bring back our enthusiasm in life and be that achiever again . During the lockdowns when we have so much time in our hands and nothing specific to do I decided to turn to the Lord Jesus and pray the rosary everyday to get assistance from Mama Mary . I also ask protection from the Holy Spirit with his white light of protection . 

It has been 3 years ago but I continue to ask for protection from the Holy Spirit , the blood of Jesus and the cloak of Mama Mary including for my other family members . What a journey it has been and I continue to trust the Lord for his mercy and compassion  . 

To God be the glory !!!




 

Linggo, Setyembre 4, 2022

A Gift of Today


 Thank you Lord for the gift of Work
    to bless the fruits of our hands and 
    to be able to share my blessings especially
    to my family members

Thank you for the gift of  Family 
    the love of my husband , my children
    keeps me motivated to toil the sweat of my hands 
    and continuously share with them
    the blessings of this world   
   

Thank you Lord for  the gift of Home
     a shelter every night to cover us with your
     loving arms oh Lord 
     for the beautiful joy of enjoying the toil of our hands 
     and feel safe each day each night 

Thank you for the gift of Love
    your unconditional love keeps us alive 
    every day of our life , 
    with the joy of knowing 
    that a loving family of husband , chldren ,
    parents and siblings are there to love you 
    every day of your Life

To God be the Glory ! 

Martes, Agosto 16, 2022

Memories


 Memories are here to treasure and celebrate

We may get stuck because of their lasting effect on our everyday 

but they do keep us hopeful 

and expecting better days to come 


We also love to create lasting memories, 

we can savor to remember better and happy days .

Sometimes we may get stuck because the happy moments 

we wish to celebrate and hang on.


But these moments keep us for hoping for better days 

to come and celebrate with the ones we love and treasure.

Memories keep us joyful and thinking of the people close to our hearts .

This gives us an every day prayer to strive , to do better and be the best 

version of our self.


Memories also gives us a future to look for and dream about .

It gives us energy to be the best we can be for the people we love 

and create a world full of hope , joy and dreams .


Memories....

Huwebes, Mayo 12, 2022

but i also value you






i seem to be hating you for the wrong reasons 

maybe i better stop the foolishness

to save me from much hurt

because of this love

i feel afraid to love others 

why is it like this ?

what great mistake have i committed ?

to suffer this much

i am afraid this will ruin my life

i value my life 

but i also value you

maybe i should have

never loved you

as if you never existed

i got lot of  crushes 

but at night 

at home after studying

when i'm lying on my bed 

it is you i think of

and not those other faces 

Huwebes, Mayo 5, 2022

Could Love be this cruel to me ?




I never realize until now 

that love could be this cruel

can't I love freely

without any pain ?

nobody inspires me 

I seem to be losing my direction in life

as if I got no reason 

to live

it's goddamn hard

to live in illusions.


The sun is almost 

setting at its horizon

a day will end 

and it will be night  time again .

and everything is still the same stuff

what will I do then ?

wait for another day 

to see you again

then what's next ?

just to know 

that you are free no more

and I got no space 

to occupy in your life 


Could love be this cruel to me ??? 


Miyerkules, Abril 27, 2022

When will you be kind to me ?

 


i'm not sure

if what I am feeling 

is a kind of first love

maybe ,

because it is just now 

I felt this way 


you are not here 

and yet as if you are here

I don't want to be committed 

because I want you

to be my " first commitment"


Do you understand ?

I feel suffocated

and crazy

because of this feeling .

I can not even

understand my own self .


Maybe if you just know

how much I am suffering 

you won't let it be ....

but time oh time.... 

when will you be kind to me ?

Lunes, Enero 24, 2022

Crush



 I got a crush 

on my Philosophy professor 

and it's driving me crazy

but I guess not enough 

to keep you away

from my thoughts 


Tonight 

i think of you

listening ....

      waiting ...

searching ...

     wanting ....


Tomorrow 

loving ?

      or hating ?