Daily Journal Entry

Let us continue knowing our self  by answering  life power questions to help us better know what we want and discover eventually what our life purpose is.

What is your favorite play as a child ? Do you prefer playing alone ? or with other children ?

I remember my favorite play when I was a child was playing as a teacher . My grandparents has a big green gate in their house and I will write today's lesson at that big green gate while my playmates will read what I write in that makeshift blackboard .

Now as a corporate trainer and as an HR Head , I enjoyed conducting seminars or trainings for employees on whatever topic is assigned to me whether client requirements or in leadership development . As long as I can share my knowledge and skills .

Actually I was Training Manager for seven  ( 7) years in Dunkin Donuts Philippines doing a lot of non-technical trainings . My Trainors  takes care of the technical training in production management . With Papercon Phils.Inc. where I stayed for ten ( 10 ) years a lot is in leadership and management development . I really love human development work.

Daily Journal Entry

Ten Years in the Future Exercise

I saw this exercise in the net . We are asked to write a letter to a friend as if it was ten years in the future .

How to Write this Letter

This letter to a friend will become a magnetic factor in our life . Our future vision will guide us in our yearly goals , monthly goals and our daily activities .

We must write our letter as if it has already happened . Describe all the details .

What to include in the Ten Year Letter ?

Include where you live , how you earn your living , and your primary relationships . Get creative.

Write about your hobbies and your passion and daily interests . How do you give back to your community and the world ? What are your reading materials ? What do you drive and  where do you travel for vacations ?

How does your daily schedules go , your garden , your office or whatever is really important to you ?

Make your letter at least a page and choose a real person who you think may still know you in the coming ten years .

Good luck ....

My Daily Journal Entry

I would like to start a daily journal entry by answering questions or completing a phrase to get to know our self , my dear reader you on your own can start your own journal , any notebook will do whether ordinary or special one. It's really up to you .

My Name .... Marian Santos

I live in .... Heritage Homes Meycauyan Bulacan

I am Married and has three ( 3 ) children . They are all grown up finding their own destiny ... Daniel Richard , Catherine Marie and Christine Marie

My parents are Dolores Dy and Danilo Liwanag Sr.

I have six ( 6) siblings ... Raul , Alice Carandang , Teresa , Margie Khattab, Danilo Liwanag Jr. , Beck

We all have our own families now.

Who gave your name ? Why were you given that name ?

My parents , they derive my name from Mama Mary

Do you have a nickname ? Do you like your nickname ?

I am simply called Marian . I love my name especially I am named after Mama Mary .

What will I do then.....????

i am getting crazier every day
but i have to go on with my life
how long will the waiting be ?
it's torturing me so much

but why did you let so much chance to slip off your fingers ?
what do you want ?
for me to do the moves
maybe i am not damn yet
but i could still bear to make sacrifices
and i am looking forward
     "that day " to come my way

but why is life like this
the one you love
doesn't even notice you
and the one you're not noticing
loves you

sound  confusing , isn't it ?

how about if you never
    come into my life "
what will i do then ?

Wish

it's the last day of the month

how time flies
that i don't even notice
the changing of the day
and the passing of the night
and yet
i'll always be there
waiting....wanting...

i don't know
how i fell
in love with you
i don't even know
your real name
my knowledge of you
is so vague
all i can do is ... wish

i may never "know you"
because i'm not equip
with psychic forces
to be able to "know you"

it's been months
i really am
missing you ...so much

Sometimes ...

i am having a hard time coping up
i can't talk to you
nor just see you

all i can do
is imagine
going out with you
and sharing some precious moments

sometimes
i feel envious
whenever i see people
together with their special person

sometimes
i feel like
playing around
but i can't take it
that way
so i guess
i just better wait ... for you

if i only
have you
then no need
for weaving dreams
in the air castles

i won't even feel
this goddamn loneliness
perhaps i will be happy then
but i'm not
just because
you are not there

sometimes
i wonder
if you are just ...
a product of my imagination
or a real human person ?



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More Than Just A Friend

what cause us to share love's goodness ?
why can't I simply turn you down ?
will there be a place for us someday ?
why can't I make things go without you ?

i was lost and confuse
and your touch gave protection
you eyes gave light and love
and i started to "need" you

am i not worth to be called your "dearest one" ?
what am i to do now ?
start building a "new" world
just to break it into pieces later on

i may be bitter but i am not hating you
i am still in my right senses
and know we're nothing but friends
for ...it had been "that way"eversince

you left me with a touch of pain
 and shattered dreams to cling on
what's instore for  "tomorrow" ?
now i am lost again...

now i know the real score of our friendship
for you , i may just be a friend
and yet for me
you're more than just a friend

i love you ...so soft and so sweet
filled with affection and Earth's goodness
perhaps even paradise and heights of heaven's glory
a very short phrase you took for granted