Sometimes ...

i am having a hard time coping up
i can't talk to you
nor just see you

all i can do
is imagine
going out with you
and sharing some precious moments

sometimes
i feel envious
whenever i see people
together with their special person

sometimes
i feel like
playing around
but i can't take it
that way
so i guess
i just better wait ... for you

if i only
have you
then no need
for weaving dreams
in the air castles

i won't even feel
this goddamn loneliness
perhaps i will be happy then
but i'm not
just because
you are not there

sometimes
i wonder
if you are just ...
a product of my imagination
or a real human person ?



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