the rain touch the window pane , the night 's coldness touch the pain in my heart . does it make any difference ? can't daytime make you feel lonely as well ? why always in the night time , when the only company you have is yourself ?
i have so much faith in myself that someday i'll be able to have you but ... what do you think is happening now ? you're destroying the integration of my being . love , after all , doesn't have good effects all the time, if love never gives up is an all time truth then...why am i feeling inadequate ? why is there so much regret in my heart ? there is no contentment and peace , in as much as satisfaction in life .
i wasn't able to have you but now, i know i must lose you or else i have no choice and i must make the right decision , and i'll be considering your unusual quietness not anymore of shyness but of indifference . i must face the fact than keep building castles in the air , in which i only exist . a fantasy world is not what i've been dreaming of . i want someone i could touch or hold, someone i could listen to and in turn will listen to me .
i don't anymore want to wonder why you're being apathetic . for i know that for every action there is a corresponding reason. perhaps knowing the reason will only make the pain grew more deeper . i don't want to know the reason...i don't even want to know you ....your existence is too much for me to bear . i give you up now and maybe for always
the heavy rain did stop after all then maybe the coldness of the night will one day stop touching the pain in my heart . it is still a question . but i am hoping that even the tears in my cheek ...some day someone will dry it up ...perhaps i will be happier then
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