if what I am feeling
is a kind of first love
maybe ,
because it is just now
I felt this way
you are not here
and yet as if you are here
I don't want to be committed
because I want you
to be my " first commitment"
Do you understand ?
I feel suffocated
and crazy
because of this feeling .
I can not even
understand my own self .
Maybe if you just know
how much I am suffering
you won't let it be ....
but time oh time....
when will you be kind to me ?
I got a crush
on my Philosophy professor
and it's driving me crazy
but I guess not enough
to keep you away
from my thoughts
Tonight
i think of you
listening ....
waiting ...
searching ...
wanting ....
Tomorrow
loving ?
or hating ?
Great morning Lord thank you for the loving embrace throughout the night . Lord I am rested and safe . I am so bless and my family because of your amazing love . We are safe and healthy because of your protection . I know the time will soon come that we will be able to pay back all your love and good deeds for us all .
Lord please let the good prevail in all these things let this pandemic end and expose those who are responsible so we can finally solve this virus , knowing the cause will surely give us the right solution . Lord please be with us and bring us toward the light . Your light will shine in the coming days as this pandemic comes to an end bringing us all back to our normal lives of family together, business , travelling , worshipping God in churches or public venues , friend reunions , all human activities .
Thank you for granting our prayer request .
May those Lord who are sick be healed, give them Lord your healing power and bring them back to perfect health . May they enjoy their lives and give them strength to continue their life mission . May they continue to bring love and joy to their families , friends and relatives .
We are forever grateful for your love.
I am so bless because of your amazing love Lord .
Thank you for everything Lord
You Are Truly Amazing
" You should live in a way that proves you belong to the God who calls you into His kingdom and glory"
1 Thessalonians 2:12
I read this from the daily devotional of Pastor Rick Warren , Daily Hope with Rick Warren . Such enlightening for a daily devotional giving you daily tips on how to manage your daily life and living. I will share with you my learnings for today as we navigate our lives during this very challenging times in the whole world .
Let me begin with the five (5) areas where we can put God first :
1. Finances - if we want God to bless our finances , even during hard times , start tithing
Do you remember the widow who gave her last coins to the church's collection basket ? God does not count the exact money we give but is it our best offerings or like the widow everything that she has actually
2. Interests - Put God first in our hobbies , our career , our leisure activities . Give Him first consideration in our daily decisions . Make God a part of our daily lives .
3. Relationships - put God first in our family , our marriage and our friendships.
Make God a part of our everyday encounter with everyone in our life.
4. Schedule - Give God first part of everyday . " God if I don't get anything else today , I just want to love you a little bit more and know you a little bit more "
Let us thank God for the life that we have this morning .
5, Troubles - Turn to God when you have a problem . Prayer should not be a last resort , but should be our first choice .
Let us share with the Lord all the challenges we are encountering today and ask for his provisions to face and bravely overcome the challenges of today with His Love and amazing grace .
These five (5) areas uses the acronym FIRST for easier recall for us to remember to celebrate our daily lives with the Lord God who Is nd will be there Forever .
Put God FIRST in everything . Then watch how much God bless you.
Lord thank you for this beautiful day with you loving us , protecting us and taking care of us .
Thank you Lord for the love and amazing grace. Thank you for the gift of life and for being always with us celebrating the beauty of every day with joy and gratefulness .
Thank you for continuously loving us with joy and abundance . We are so happy because you are with us Lord .
To God be the glory ....we are because God love us first
for family , for work,
for Popsy , for Daniel,
for Cathy and Tin ,
for parents, for brothers and sisters,
for nieces and nephews ,
for Titas and cousins ,
for financial blessings , for food,
for clean water ,
for material possessions .
Thank you for everyday challenges ,
for blessings , for worries ,
for deadlines and assignments ,
for work and responsibilities ,
for fun and joy .
Thank you so much Lord for TODAY.... we love you with all our heart
