i seem to be hating you for the wrong reasons
maybe i better stop the foolishness
to save me from much hurt
because of this love
i feel afraid to love others
why is it like this ?
what great mistake have i committed ?
to suffer this much
i am afraid this will ruin my life
i value my life
but i also value you
maybe i should have
never loved you
as if you never existed
i got lot of crushes
but at night
at home after studying
when i'm lying on my bed
it is you i think of
and not those other faces
I never realize until now
that love could be this cruel
can't I love freely
without any pain ?
nobody inspires me
I seem to be losing my direction in life
as if I got no reason
to live
it's goddamn hard
to live in illusions.
The sun is almost
setting at its horizon
a day will end
and it will be night time again .
and everything is still the same stuff
what will I do then ?
wait for another day
to see you again
then what's next ?
just to know
that you are free no more
and I got no space
to occupy in your life
Could love be this cruel to me ???
