A Gift of Today

 Thank you Lord for the gift of Work
    to bless the fruits of our hands and 
    to be able to share my blessings especially
    to my family members

Thank you for the gift of  Family 
    the love of my husband , my children
    keeps me motivated to toil the sweat of my hands 
    and continuously share with them
    the blessings of this world   

   

Thank you Lord for  the gift of Home

     a shelter every night to cover us with your

     loving arms oh Lord 

     for the beautiful joy of enjoying the toil of our hands 

     and feel safe each day each night 

Thank you for the gift of Love

    your unconditional love keeps us alive 

    every day of our life , 

    with the joy of knowing 

    that a loving family of husband , chldren ,

    parents and siblings are there to love you 

    every day of your Life

To God be the Glory ! 

Memories

 Memories are here to treasure and celebrate

We may get stuck because of their lasting effect on our everyday 

but they do keep us hopeful 

and expecting better days to come 

We also love to create lasting memories, 

we can savor to remember better and happy days .

Sometimes we may get stuck because the happy moments 

we wish to celebrate and hang on.

But these moments keep us for hoping for better days 

to come and celebrate with the ones we love and treasure.

Memories keep us joyful and thinking of the people close to our hearts .

This gives us an every day prayer to strive , to do better and be the best 

version of our self.

Memories also gives us a future to look for and dream about .

It gives us energy to be the best we can be for the people we love 

and create a world full of hope , joy and dreams .

Memories....

but i also value you

i seem to be hating you for the wrong reasons 

maybe i better stop the foolishness

to save me from much hurt

because of this love

i feel afraid to love others 

why is it like this ?

what great mistake have i committed ?

to suffer this much

i am afraid this will ruin my life

i value my life 

but i also value you

maybe i should have

never loved you

as if you never existed

i got lot of  crushes 

but at night 

at home after studying

when i'm lying on my bed 

it is you i think of

and not those other faces 

Could Love be this cruel to me ?

I never realize until now 

that love could be this cruel

can't I love freely

without any pain ?

nobody inspires me 

I seem to be losing my direction in life

as if I got no reason 

to live

it's goddamn hard

to live in illusions.

The sun is almost 

setting at its horizon

a day will end 

and it will be night  time again .

and everything is still the same stuff

what will I do then ?

wait for another day 

to see you again

then what's next ?

just to know 

that you are free no more

and I got no space 

to occupy in your life 

Could love be this cruel to me ??? 

When will you be kind to me ?

 

i'm not sure

if what I am feeling 

is a kind of first love

maybe ,

because it is just now 

I felt this way 

you are not here 

and yet as if you are here

I don't want to be committed 

because I want you

to be my " first commitment"

Do you understand ?

I feel suffocated

and crazy

because of this feeling .

I can not even

understand my own self .

Maybe if you just know

how much I am suffering 

you won't let it be ....

but time oh time.... 

when will you be kind to me ?

Crush

 I got a crush 

on my Philosophy professor 

and it's driving me crazy

but I guess not enough 

to keep you away

from my thoughts 

Tonight 

i think of you

listening ....

      waiting ...

searching ...

     wanting ....

Tomorrow 

loving ?

      or hating ?

Morning Prayers - January 17, 2022

 Great morning Lord thank you for the loving embrace throughout the night . Lord I am rested and safe . I am so bless and my family because of your amazing love . We are safe and healthy because of your protection . I know the time will soon come that we will be able to pay back all your love and good deeds for us all .

Lord please let the good prevail in all these things let this pandemic end and expose those who are responsible so we can finally solve this virus , knowing the cause will surely give us the right solution . Lord please be with us and bring us toward the light . Your light will shine in the coming days as this pandemic comes to an end bringing us all back to our normal lives of family together, business , travelling , worshipping God in churches or public venues , friend reunions , all human activities . 

Thank you for granting our prayer request .   

May those Lord who are sick be healed, give them Lord your healing power and bring them back to perfect health . May they enjoy their lives and give them strength to continue their life mission . May they continue to bring love and joy to their families , friends and relatives .

We are forever grateful for your love.

Prayers for Safety

Thank you Lord for this beautiful day and the opportunity to serve you again . Thank you for your love and granting our prayer request for perfect health , long life , a strong immune system , safety and protection .

I am so bless because of your amazing love Lord .  

Thank you for everything  Lord 

You Are Truly Amazing